Room For Recovery

Room For Recovery.       Time:   3:00 PM — 4:00 PM  Central.   On Sunday’s.   Location: The Historical Train Sation   324 N. Main  EL DORADO,  KS.   67042                                                                                                                                                 Start Living the LIFE you deserve, It’s time to shack off old habits, and renew your mind with a Love for one’s self, that you can share with others.

Seeking the Kingdom of GOD

                   This cannot be all there is to Life                                 The first 34 years of my life was without a god of any sort.   I had no idea that there even was a god, why was it that I went so long with no concern to ask for help?                             Here I am once again waking up on the cold hard concrete floor of my county jail, with one eye open I see where I had written my name on the wall.           I closed my eyes hard and opened the other eye, to see a pamphlet that said seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things will be added unto you.  I lived by sight all these years but never seen these words before now.                                                                          I was released from jail, O R out, I was free so I thought, but I could not escape the words I read with the other eye open.  I just realized that I was living in two different dimensions, those words were in in my head playing in a nonstop loop. Nothing was working to at least pause this grasp I was in. What was I to do?                  Sleep was my only relief, but eventually, everyone has to wake up right.   It was time for me to put this God and his kingdom to the test, what do I know about god, absolutely nothing.  So I start walking in no particular direction, without money, food or a change of clothes. My reasoning was that if there were this god and kingdom he would provide all that I need, sure enough, a ride was provided, I was 250 miles north of where I started walking, dropped off at front door of shelter just in time to be served a hot meal, worship service hot shower change of clothes and a bed to rest, as I laid there  I noticed the loop had stopped finally, I was thankful.   to be continued.                Continued on 02/16/2018  1:11 am central time.                                                                                                      In the morning only a quick thought of, seek ye first the Kingdom of God.                                                        I was once again walking in a direction without a map, of where I should be heading, only the prompt of intuition.                                                                   As I walked I began to realize, that I was being cared for with provisions, and clothing, but I was also holding onto luck and coincidence, not yet sure of this being part of God’s existence.                                I am now heading south toward the Gulf. I stood on the on-ramp and my ride showed up. A salesman that took me to Interstate 10, we talked about jobs, but God never entered the conversations as we traveled.  We departed at Lake Charles, that was an eight-hour ride that ended at another shelter, he thanked me for the company and drove away.                                                                                   At the shelter, I showered. changed in to clean clothes, ate some food and church that had a hellfire and brimstone depiction. Before lights out, I wondered what kind of God would include hellfire and brimstone in His Kingdom?         At breakfast, a person sat across from me and began a conversation, you know questions like where are you from and which direction are you headed.  I was hesitant in telling him that I was seeking King Dome of GOD.   By the look on his face, he was not sure if I was joking or not, with a sober expression he introduced himself and told me he was headed east.            Just be for he left the table he handed me a paper, I stashed it in my shirt pocket without looking.